Monday, May 5, 2014

I Don't Belong Here

I wish i were a little girl
who really knows all she ever wanted is nothing
but that little cute doll that she saw on the TV advertisement.
Having that little doll
will make her dream come true,
will brigthen up her life
and cheers her up.
I wish i were that little girl
because at this very moment
I tried to think hardly
As hard as i may cut a diamond with this thinking thing
Thinking of
What do i want in my life
What will make me happy
What do i want to achieve
Yet i found nothing
Only nothing, and no 'but'
And this makes me wonder
Why am I here..?

Love, Bulan.

P/s: these remind me of Creep song by Radiohead.
"but im a creep,
Im a weirdo
What the hell am i doing here
I dont belong here"
No, im not going to commit a suicide. Lol.

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