I couldn't bear this feeling anymore
Why do I want him to care about me
when I know I didnt love him
Why should I feel this way
when I know the truth is this is what I want
I've tried my best to get rid of this feeling
The feeling for him
because I know it isnt real
but I turned to be the worst of myself
I revealed the bad side that I never thought I have
Why am I turning myself to a bad person
when all I want is to be a better one
Why can't I changed myself
Why am I asking all these questions when I actually know the answers?
hm
I got to stop all these thing
I should run from these kind of life
Please stop before I couldn't stop myself
