Where The Flow Goes?

I walked by a river.

I tried to look far towards the end of the river,
But i could not see where it goes.
So i asked a friend,
"How did you know where it takes you?"
And the answer is,
"I don't. I just go with the flow"
Sounds simple.
But I'm afraid.
Afraid of drowning.
I'm afraid it will takes me to a place i didn't wish.
So I just sit on the river bank,
Waiting for.. I dont know..

Love,
Bulan

P/s: If there is Most Complicated Woman's Award, I'm sure I'll be the winner.