One after another

One after another..
You made my days full of colours
But most of it were shocking colours
I felt so restless and almost surrender
But before I did, I stop and wonder
Despite the fact that it driving me stronger
I realized all of these were just a reminder
So that You and I will become closer
Oh dear, my greatest planner,
Not that i doubt you, not now, not later
All of your plans are the best for my life here and hereafter
But I'm begging You for a work which I will have free time longer
So I can worship you even better
Oh Allah my greatest lover,
I love you with all my heart and  it won't be any lesser.

Love,
Bulan

Will it be true?

I am not setting a target or what..
I haven't choose anyone yet
Nobody has proposed me yet
But I just had a feeling
I will get married on next year
LOL
Was it too good to be true?
I am not a psychic
I can't predict things
But I hope my feeling is true

Love,
Bulan

My Boss

"Boss awak dah kahwin?"
"Dah.. Kenapa?"
"Tak de la.. Nampak macam dia minat awak"
Burst out laugh. My boss is so cool and nice, and I strongly believe he's a loyal person. He just likes to make joke of things (related to work) and so we laugh quite a lot. He reminds me a lot on my late father. I'm not a clingy daughter, but sometimes when we sat just the two of us, we will make joke of things around us. When my boss asked for a favor, I will remember how my father used to ask a favor from me.

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It was 3am in the morning...
*knock knock*
I was in a deep sleep when suddenly someone knocked on my door
Unconsciously, I opened the door
He stood there..
With a guilty face for waking me up in the middle of the night
He was having difficulty in breathing
Well, he was a cardiac
And so I do him favor
Massaged his back until he felt a little better
It was... U know the feeling of waking up in the middle of the night..
But you have to because that's what you call responsibility

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And so when my boss asked for a favor, i hardly can reject. Because he reminds me a lot on my father. And i know the responsibility that I bear.

Dear boss,
Please stay longer

P/s: as if my boss would read my blog. LOL

Love,
Bulan

I should not..

Just if you were...
But you're not and so i won't
Because i should not
Chh *grin*
Fullstop

Love,
Bulan

Dream big, Think big?

I have things in mind
But I don't know where to start
Should I start with a proposal?
Or should I start small first?
For I heard a saying goes as 'start small, think big'
Is it true?
Or should I start when I am fully ready?
And how do I define fully ready?

Oh how i really wish you were here..
I wish you could guide me
I wish...
A wish which will never come true
I miss you, Abah..

Love,
Bulan

Love vs Faith

I am not searching for love but faith.

Love,
Bulan