Syukur

sering kali kita lupa untuk bersyukur
kadang lupa untuk menghargai
apalah sangat permintaannya kalau dibandingkan dengan pengorbanannya selama ini
apalah sangat yang kita balas walau mungkin terasa beban
kadang kadang aku mengenang supaya aku lebih menghargai
aku mengenang untuk rasa bersyukur
agar aku terima apa adanya kini

Past and present

without you realizing it, you kept remind me of my past for these past few days
im sorry.. i dont want to recall it but you did
all the words that I've almost forgotten came back
playing like a video roll
keep repeating the words all over again
and made me think
it might be my fault
i felt like some of it were true enough to make me realize that i was wrong
true enough to hold me from moving on
I'm sorry but now I'm stuck in between past and present.