Weirdo Thinker

Have you ever read something sweet and romantics, then suddenly think of that one person? and it happens few times. Haha. Weird weirdo. and sometimes when you were chatting with somebody else, that person's name is the most random name that always came out from your mouth. Even more weirdo when all this while you keep saying you didnt have feeling for anyone and you weren't lying at all. Because that is what you really feel but why did that person always came into your mind? Haha. Mainan minda is it? Whatever it is, i wont jump into any conclusion. Nope nope. At least not for now.

Love, Bulan

I Will Not Kiss You

I was doing dishes while singing Cancer by My Chemical Romance just now. Oh its my favourite band especially when I was in highschool! hee. Im so addicted to Gerard Way. He's cute. But Im not going to talk about that band. I was thinking of something when I came to one of the lines,

"I will not kiss you 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you"

I was thinking that maybe that's the reason  why I didnt kiss my dad before I left him that day. I dont want to believe that his time has come even my heart told so. But i really glad that i visited him. Love you, abah. May you rest in peace there. We'll try our best to help you. Insyaallah.