A few months back, I felt so lost that I couldn't find my one. I left those that are coming for me and i chased those that weren't belong to me. I felt so depressed until I was hoping for this one wish. A wish that I didn't know if I could make it true. I told my mom, "Bu, I want to save money and go for umrah". My mom was surprised with this sudden decision and asked me why. "I want to pray for my soul mate," i replied. I need to let go this burden, there's nothing more to hide from mom. Being realistic, my mom advised, 'It isn't necessarily to go there and pray. You can still pray here. Allah always hear us". She was right. But I really want to go for umrah. I will save some money, I talked to myself.
Long story make it short,
Alhamdulillah. Here I am in Makkah.
Thank you mummy.
Alhamdulillah for the fortune you gave me.
Alhamdulillah. Allah heard me.
Alhamdulillah. I know You always hear me.
Alhamdulillah. You always there for me.
Alhamdulillah. I love you more each and every single day Ya Rabbi.
Love, Bulan
P/s: This umrah wasn't just for praying sake but for the sake of Allah. Im hoping for istiqamah in every goods I have done here.
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