MH17 17/7/2014

I woke up lazily this morning
to help ibu to prepare for sahur.
At first, bila ibu kata "Flight MAS kena tembak kat Ukraine,"
The words just go through my head inside out.
Then, the word 'MAS' masuk balik dalam kepala.
"MAS? My boss went to India by MAS" i talked to myself.
Oh.. The incident happened at Ukraine.
Phew.
Lagipun my boss balik sabtu.
Double phew.
After that I switched on the tv to see what's on the news.
MH17..blablabla..flight from Amsterdam.
Wait.
Amsterdam.
Thursday.
M (quiet a close friend of mine when I was study) is coming back from Amsterdam on Thursday.
I felt like my heart stop beating for a second
Then it started beating fast.
Ya Allah please say he's not in there.
"Bu.. M balik dari Amsterdam harini.. "
My voice was shaking.
I tried to hold myself from breaking into tears.
Who should i check with?
Whatsapp group! - Nobody answered.
Perhaps they haven't woke up yet.
His girlfriend!
I asked his bestfriend to ask his bestfriend's girlfriend to check with his girlfriend. - He didn't wake up yet too!
Gosh. What should i do?
I should check his twitter.
Alhamdulillah.. His last tweet was 7 hours ago 'safely back in Malaysia'
I couldn't say how much I relieved after reading that.
I couldn't imagine how's the reaction of the next of kin of the passengers.
Oh Allah,
Please ease their feelings.
Please protect people that are close to me from such shocking incident.

Love,
Bulan