One after another

One after another..
You made my days full of colours
But most of it were shocking colours
I felt so restless and almost surrender
But before I did, I stop and wonder
Despite the fact that it driving me stronger
I realized all of these were just a reminder
So that You and I will become closer
Oh dear, my greatest planner,
Not that i doubt you, not now, not later
All of your plans are the best for my life here and hereafter
But I'm begging You for a work which I will have free time longer
So I can worship you even better
Oh Allah my greatest lover,
I love you with all my heart and  it won't be any lesser.

Love,
Bulan