I Will Not Kiss You

I was doing dishes while singing Cancer by My Chemical Romance just now. Oh its my favourite band especially when I was in highschool! hee. Im so addicted to Gerard Way. He's cute. But Im not going to talk about that band. I was thinking of something when I came to one of the lines,

"I will not kiss you 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you"

I was thinking that maybe that's the reason  why I didnt kiss my dad before I left him that day. I dont want to believe that his time has come even my heart told so. But i really glad that i visited him. Love you, abah. May you rest in peace there. We'll try our best to help you. Insyaallah.